The best part of the trip was riding with You-Know-Who and the Ex (who is definitely not Ex anymore, so henceforth known as the GF...), and I came to the realization that She. Is. Awesome. And perfect for You-Know-Who.
And I realized that I am completely over him. In less than a week
ZAP!!!
All feelings are simply brotherly friend love. Simple as that. Quite strange, I feel, but it's the truth.
Maybe it was pity for seeing him totally wasted after 10 rounds of beer pong + 3 other drinks, falling down stairs and a jump in a pool, urinating in public, and practically being herded back to the car... No, that's not it. That was just fun (and slightly pitiful).
I think I just realized there was no chance of anything more, and we were better off as friends anyway. Why ruin something that's perfectly A-OK with stupid schemes that are going to backfire and land you right where you started, only with more heartache and awkwardness? It's pointless. I think I've got too much going on right now to be worrying about boys.
Wait...
Or Not.
Also, on this trip, I totally got that lustful fire lit under me when I ran into a Bammer I had a crush on 2 years ago. Oh whee! But there is definitely nothing coming out of that department. So I'm barely even going to mention it!
Anywho, it's been a very adventurous Good Friday/Easter weekend. Looking forward to the Folks coming down to AU this Friday. And that's all I can say about that!
